My day started with what can only be stated as refreshing (2mg of Ativan) if not eager,,,  I had been reading posts of people who need, desire a room mate.  This following the Tsunami that struck my heart.  This will accentuated with several voice Chronicles that I have been assembling... 

I will be leaning more toward the future plans that I have been holding in suspension..

It is often times quite easy for to listen to a friend with a problem and take a position from which to understand the fullest of what is being asked before repeating back to them (most times) the answer they already stated.  Sometimes it is so easy to see what appears to be most obvious..

Today however, I have been taken to the deepest state of despair that I have managed in a long time.

The conversation at my home is that of decisions that need to be addressed for my future with my Chosen Life Partner (Husband) Javier.

Although I thought that with 10 years to come to this understanding of the possibility, I always held out the possibility of a miraculous global shift which would usher a new wave of understanding...  I held out for the eyes opening in the world that my love for Javier is AS VALID as ANYONE elses.  I have cried the tears of victories and choked down the lumps of disbelief as a population voted and stated that my own happiness doesnt mean for SHIT...  Yes, I voice an anger that this can happen in the "Land of the Free"

I can't find any other way to explain this hatred.  I have sought my whole life to understand what it is about my love that god hates..  God has emotions?  God Hates?  What the FUCK?

I am entertained by a play that is running.  The way 'Book of Mormon' has so eloquently put into words that I so easily resonate..

I have often held the belief that it isn't god or christ that destroys our lives - it is the interpretation of god that I question.  

Here is a tribute in that sentiment..

This is a video that Javier uncovered on YouTube.  It describes the culture of the people from his heritage.  It makes me happy to show a people whom have so deeply effected my own life and desire to understand this great people.

The Mayan live and breathe today, a civilization that maintains the traditions in modern times.

My Mom died of cancer.  There is no disputing this fact, as that Glenda my step-mother died this past summer of Cancer.  I can't anywhere in my mind understanding why they couldn't have laughed their ways to their demise instead of suffering in agonizing pain.

I don't ask this as only someone who uses it myself to manage pain and havent had a migraine in over 4 years.
I say this as a person who has a mind that questions why this is so?

Do the investigation for yourself and stop listening to the propaganda that muddies the truth..

Self Hypnosis is something that we do each day..  What? You say..  It's true.  Think about this:

How many times during the course of your day do you state something negatively about yourself or (this is key), someone else?  Think about these things that we say to ourselves in normal conversation.  My Mom used to say (and she would say her father told her..) "That which we say in jest is often meant in truth"  

When I began making it my first priority to really focus upon changing my common language about myself.  Then naturally when I realized how I began to transform my own thoughts for the better.

The next natural step was to impart this positive projection onto others around me.  I noticed that people started changing as well for the way I was imaging in my own mind.  We engage in peaceful and often humorous interactions.  We part with a good feeling in our hearts about each other as human beings..

It's that simple..  First change your self-hypnotic script about yourself to be positive in any way you can conceive.  Next - Allow yourself to see people as I wish them to see me..  As a higher spirit living in this life with one shared goal - To be loved as a spiritual equal.

There are a myriad of items that can be addressed through hypnosis.  Remember this, we conduct self-talk during the course of our daily lives.  The question to ask is; What is that self-talk talking about?  what are we saying to ourselves?  It isn't difficult to understand a person's individual pattern simply by listening.

The greatest voice of change in any ones life comes when hearing yourself verbalize the things you want to change.  It is imperative that we identify the words that we tell ourselves.  What are they saying?

Do your words lift you up and give you power?  or do they find you in your weakness and then aim to do additional harm to you?

The greatest difference that a person can make toward improvements is to focus on the words that we speak and identify and change these destructive words into powerful and uplifting words.  See the difference that we effect when begin speaking purposefully...

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