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This man at my side is the love of my life.  Javier was an answer to my prayers to God: “Send me a loving spirit to spend the rest of my life with...” I have found the spirit is very generous...  it sent me Javier; my one TRUE LOVE.  I love you Javier

My Mother Mary Ellen died of Cancer (her self-fulling desire).  She always “knew” she would “die of cancer” - her dream came true.  She believed it - she achieved it.

Billy - my younger brother, committed suicide.  I wont venture to understand the reason.  No answer can explain the loss of his spirit.  Mom and Billy - I always have and always will love you both.  See you when we rejoin.

I can add only this -  This is indicative of a time in my life that I used to miss.  A day when life’s sorrow and sometimes harsh reality can show up without warning.  Through these good times and memories can we remember that Life is Pure.  Life is always excepting of us as we are.

In my life today, reality of life can be trying.  But we remember that the light within us will ALWAYS conquer the darkness.  A daily meditation on these good times and a constant drumbeat to the victory to come will gather all of again into the light of the universe and carry us all to Awakening.

My Father Paul has taught me that against all odds, you can find that one person who will except you and love you.  He has found that person in Glenda, my mom.  I have grown to love and respect them both.  I have learned that to harbor negative emotions is to bring self-destruction to your own life.  I have let go of the past and embraced the future with PEACE and Harmony.

I took a long time to forgive the pain that came as the result of my father and mother getting divorced.  This event changed my life in ways that I cant understand.  I have however; despite all uncertainty and tears I cried as a child found the true understanding in not knowing...  This may sound contradictory to some who donut know me...  What I experienced as a child is the FOUNDATION of who I am today.  If I changed any of these events, I would probably be a very different person.  I learned some serious lessons from parents mistakes. 

Thank you Dad and Mom - You make me who I am.  I love you both.  Mark is my Brother.  Unfortunately I know dreadfully little about him..

My Brothers and Sister have always an ever present affect on us throughout our lives.  I can safely say that - although we have been through many tough time together, we are not united as a family today.  Many differences have polarized what used to be a very close bond between us.  It is truly regrettable that parts of my family have a harbored misunderstanding about who I am and my perceived “Choices” in my life.  It is for this reason that I can say that what we learn as children can have a vast effect on those who refuse to follow their own light in this world.  The world is filled with so many ways to hate and be cruel to those we claim to love.  The indoctrination that we received as children has cost me a family.  My Mom; thinking that she was grounding us in God’s Word, never soulfully sought to truly understand what those words were saying.  Never NEVER did god say to humans.  Judge those to whom you share your place on Earth.  Never did Jesus say that my life lacks value and “deserves” to be exhausted.

Don’t Ask...I wont tell

UCLA Anderson.

WOW

There is no way that I can explain how much an effect this group of individuals had on my life.  I owe each of you a world of THANKS for giving of your own hearts and experiences so freely to me.  I learned to express the “I Am” - My your spirits be lifted and sustained in the warmest light and Love.

Thank You All